+At the Mo+ Actor:
Johnny Depp Actress:
~ Movie:
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind Singer:
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Gankutsuou Game:
The Sims 2 Drink:
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+In My CD Player+ >> Godsmack: Awake
1. Sick of Life
2. Awake
3. Greed
4. Bad Magick
5. Goin' Down
6. Mistakes
7. Trippin'
8. Forgive Me
9. Vampires
10. The Journey
11. Spiral
+Anime+
Lupin the 3rd
Cowboy Bebop
Fushigi Yuugi
Detective Conan
Fruits Basket
Gundam Wing
Angel Sanctuary
Trigun
FLCL
Tenchi Muyo!
The Slayers
Oh! My Goddess!
Vampire Hunter D
Inuyasha
DBZ/GT
Spirited Away
Princess Mononoke
*yawn*......*sigh*.... :? :( damnit...this Spring Break sux so far...I'm dying for some social interaction! Nobody ever calls me...and nobodys ever online...:( and I'm so damn bored! :evil: :cry: *sniff, sniff* I'm so unloved....and Davis still isn't talking to me. I dunno if I should make the move to try and talk to him, or if I should just let him talk to me...when or IF he's ever ready. I kinda feel like I should wait for him, because I really feel like I didn't do anything wrong...right? *sigh* why does this have to be so hard? :( someone call me! *sings* lonely....I'm Mr. Lonely.... :(
BTW: Here's a piccie of me from prom...case anybody cared ^_^ =http://img42.photobucket.com/...=http://img42.photobucket.com/... border=0
schtuupid tblog...blah! so anyways, eh I have a lot to type about but seeing as its about 10:30pm, I really don't FEEL like typing about it. But anyways, I DO have F'in Spring Break this week!! weeee ! And my 'friend' is mad at me...for not letting him copy my math homework. I'm not going to sit here and type about how 'stupid' or 'immature' he is or say anything to put him down, because I don't want to lose him as a friend, even tho he hurt my feelings, and quite deeply at that. I'm hoping he'll get over whatever it is that's botherin him, because I know that he can't be mad at me for just that. It started Thursday, during Psychology 3rd block. We had an Alg.2-Trig. test the next block after lunch, and he (as usual) wanted to copy my homework, because he never got around to doing it the night before. I refused this time, because I knew his grade was suffering and that doing the review homework before the test would increase his chances of doing good, rather than copying mine. But apparently, that pissed him off more than it usually did. I thought he was joking (sorta) at first, because he's an angry kid by nature, so its part of his personality. But a bit later, as we were both doing our homework (me finishing mine and he starting his) after he had told me to shut up and stop talking to him, I asked him how to graph a parabola when there were no zeroes...no answer, not even eye contact. Okay....silent treatment, I see how it is. Nevermind then. Back to my work. Then lunch, still not talking to me. He even put his backpack in between us on the bench and sat as close to Johnny as he could without Johnny gettin all weirded-out. Algebra we had the test, so its not like we could really talk much anyway, but still, no acknowledgement of my existence. After skool, he rushes to his car, etc etc. I figure he'll get over it by the next day. Friday rolls around, my b/f, Jeremy, takes me to skool because he has the day off ^_^. We park next to Adam, who has Johnny in the car with him. We exchange hand motions and middle fingers and what not and go back to listening to Jpop in the car ^_^. Then Davis drives up and parks next to Jeremy, who notices smoke-type-stuff coming from Davis' hood of his Camaro. So, I roll down my window and try to tell him, but he still ignores me. "Davis!!! Why won't you talk to me??!!!" I scream at him, then roll up my window. He gets in the car with Adam and Johnny. After a little while, I look over at the car again, and Adam and Johnny wave, but Davis makes no effort to look at me. I mouth at Adam "Why does he ignore me? Why does he hate me?" to which he returns, with hand motions "He loves you, He loves you." So, skool resumes, and I make no effort to talk to him, I know he won't respond. English, he asks Chris a question about the book we'd been reading for class, but he isn't sure about the answer. Overhearing it, I answer his question, but he just barely glances in my direction. Okay, whatever. All over some homework? I can do that to. Next block, Psychology again. Lindsey and I talk and goof off and Davis tries to talk to Jeff, who sits behind me, instead of talking to me or Lindsey. I forget what it was, but I tried to say something to him, which he ignored again. Lunch time! Davis does his backpack thing again, while I leave my lunch on the table to go outside with Lindsey to talk to Cat. Etc, Etc, I go back in to eat my crackers and cookies ( yay great lunch ) but discover that Johnny has eaten my crackers! lol ! I thought it was funny, but it still left me hungry :( . Oh well. So math, the Friday before Spring Break. If we don't learn a new lesson, I'll have nothing to do, seeing as Davis is my only friend to talk to in that class. So, we get in the class, after he ignores me in the hall waiting for class to start, and a peer notices the distance between us, saying its not right (lol). So, now we're going to hear a "hurrican hunter" speak about his job...well better than sitting in class doing nothing, eh? We file in, and surprisingly, Davis sits next to me. Maybe he'll talk to me now? NO. He talks to people he would normally never talk to. Leaving me to do nothing, of course, as we waited for that damn speaker. After the speaker, we go back to class, and sit, and I say nothing, and he says nothing to me, and the bell rings, and we leave. And somehow I'm not totally excited that its spring break, why? Because my friend won't talk to me all over a stupid piece of homework. I wanted to cry. But I mananged to hold it in until he drove away and I got into Jeremy's car. I felt like all I meant to him was lousy math homework. And that was keeping him from talking to me, making him want to ignore me. I didn't understand it. :cry: Lindsey, who had been hanging over Jeremy's window as I got in, and Jeremy both were telling me, "Don't worry, he'll get over it...it's just something he's going thru...he's a baby...you don't need him anyway...lets go to Burger King, that'll cheer ya up! (lol)" *phew* and that's my story. Davis, I don't know if that homework is really whats keeping you from talking to me, or if theres something else I did that you're not telling me, but it's really hurting my feelings. I know you prolly won't see this, but thats alright. I feel better now, typing it out. I hope you'll get over whatever it is, and we can still be friends.
Fuck you tblog...you just deleted my post! ANYWAY I'll try this AGAIN. :evil: I have so much to say but so little time and patience to type it out. So screw the details, I'm just gonna chunk it all in here. I really like Fushigi Yuugi. Def reccomend it! Same goes for Fruits Basket! Prom is next week, I hope I can find a dress that fits me and looks good. I hate being fat. Secret Window comes out in 7 days. Johnny Depp wa sugoi sorede kawaii desu, ne?! ( I hope I got that right ) I want a new car. There's a TRANS AM ( I got it right Scott ^_^ ) for sale around here, I hope I can get it. I want a job. I need a job. I've applied to a few, but gotten no response. I need money baaaaaad. I don't wanna work in a fast food resturaunt, that's so degrading. Plus I'd prolly just get fatter. I hate how everyone hates my bf. It really sux. I highlited my hair with bright red. Looks pretty sexy if I do say so mahself ^_~. I hate being fat. I wish I had the time and will power to go to the gym during skool. *sigh* I'm goin to see some buds of mine in a play this weekend, break a leg you guys ! ^_^ So, I guess that's it. Oh btw, Happy 17th B'day Saturday Debisu-kun! ^_~ -- Oyasuminasai! --
No...I haven't passed on to the fiery afterlife...I'm just too damn lazy and I haven't the time to blog lately. Yes, I know it's been a month, but I'll be back when I feel like it...cuz it's not like I don't have stuff to write about...I just don't feel like typin it aaaallllll out. So there. Deal with it. I command you. Or better yet, the pants command you, do not ignore my veins!!!! (from Invader Zim ... just in case you didn't recognize it ...)
