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ALRIGHTY THEN. I just got done talking to that stupid little girl again. Now tell me who's being the hardass. I did this to show yall I was being a jackass because I had the right to be. She didn't IM me to try to become friends with me, she wants to annoy the hell out of me. And if its not that, please, someone tell me why she really does this. I'm dieing to know.
Session Start (MSN - Avril fans really need to learn how to write emails.:gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh): Sun Jun 27 13:40:19 2004 gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: y do u h8 avril ME: why do you care ME: tell me why you care so much gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: because i wanna no ME: why gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: coz i want 2 no if avril h8ers r stupid as dey sound ME: where have you heard that avril haters are stupid gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: well from u coz ur stupid ME: that makes no sense gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: jusr tell me y u h8 her ME: you heard from me that avril haters are stupid, so you want me to show you how stupid they are.... ME: thats just contradictory ME: why do YOU think i hate her gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: wtfs contradicory gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: coz ur jelos ME: and why do incessantly bother me abou this ME: why the hell would i be jealous ME: hm? thats what i thought ME: theres no reason why i would be jealous gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: who da hell would make der email addy about sum1 dey h8 gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: ? gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: who da hell would make der name about sum1 dey h8 gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: its called jelousy gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: yes der is ME: you still havent answered my question ME: i made my email to make a statement gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: a statement about wot gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: dat ur jelos gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: brb ME: about how stupid the media and the public is ME: dont you have anything else to say besides that you think im jealous gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: about how stupid ur mum is ME: oh yea i forgot ME: dont you have anything better to do ? ME: guess not gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: wot gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: dont u hav anything better 2 do den b a green eyed monster gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: i should of new it. ur just another american asshole ME: how have i been an asshole to you ME: youre the one who wont leave me alone ME: about why i hate your silly little idol ME: why cant you live your own life gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: ur da 1 who wont confess dat ur jelos ME: why do you have to tell others what to like ME: its not your business gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: i am living my own life U SHOULD C MY M8 SHES LIVING AVRILS ME: i dont have to confess anything gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: yes u do ME: great shes trying to be someone shes not ME: how original gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: and ur sum1 dat u r ME: what would make you happy right now? for me to say "oh i change my mind, i love avril she rocks?" gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: ur a biatch now dats not origanal gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: no gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: 4 u 2 confess ME: there is nothing for me to confess gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: dat its not green makeup u jelos ME: make a new argument ME: why do you care anyway if i was jealous whats it to you gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: 2 like er gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: now piss of ME: your not in anyway affiliated with avril so you have no business to find out why i hate her gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: u dumb american avril h8er ME: why are you calling me names ME: is that making you feel better ? gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: nope gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: its da truth not names ME: making you feel important ? or smart ? gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: no ME: well how do you want me to feel hm? ME: you want me to get angry and call you names too? ME: you want me to cry ? gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: no ME: what are you trying to do with all of this ME: what is your purpose gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: coz ur a boffin ME: seriously ME: why are you doing this gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: g2g gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: cyu ME: thought so *** beware14@hotmail.com signed off at Sun Jun 27 13:52:47 2004 Session Close (gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh): Sun Jun 27 13:52:48 2004
Omg...have any of you ever had it, where you think someone will take something one way, but they do the opposite? Thought a friend would back you on something, then actually say they think you're wrong? That really pisses me off. So, I'm angry and annoyed about these stupid 14 yr olds from canada telling me what I should and shouldn't like. Here's a part I left off of the earlier convo, I thought it wasn't important, but now its proving to be of some relevance:
beware14@hotmail.com says: i hav now official found out wot a retard is and now i can officialy say dat ur da retard coz u like nirvand ME says: you mean nirvana? beware14@hotmail.com says: yea ME says: ...uhm ok
Session Start (MSN - chickety china, the chinese chicken, you have?:gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh): Sat Jun 26 13:41:23 2004 gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: do u like nirvana ME: theyre alright...why... gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: COOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU UGHHH COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOUGH gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOL ME: anyway im going back to my life because i have one, and its more important than this shit ME: dont text me Session Close (gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh): Sat Jun 26 13:54:37 2004
So a friend of mine thinks I'm being too "hard" on the litle girl. OH BOO HOOO. I don't think he knows what it's like to get bombarded with emails and IMs telling me why I shouldn't hate avril. Why does it matter to anyone else but me? Yea, I got my email addy to make a statement. And EVERYONE seems to think thats wrong, when its my choice, and its my freedom. Sure, I WAS nicer to the first few people that IMed me, even the ones that cussed me out. I kept my kewl. (I'll post those convos when I get my computer back). I just couldn't stand to deal with this one. I couldn't believe how incredibly slow she was to catch on to the main idea. Is that so wrong? I'm allowed to get angry every once in a while. Its not like she was trying to be my best friend. I'm gettin tired of gettin text messages from her telling me to unblock her while I'm out doing more important things. I better not be getting charged for those things.
I love you Davis (as a friend duh) but come on. You were really the last person I expected to tell me I was being mean to her. But its alright. I don't understand, but I'm sure there had to be some good reason.
Whatever. Bottom line: I'M PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW. GRRRRR.
mwuahahhhaahah! Stupid Avril fans don't know what they're gettin into, do they? Well, I am currently talking to a really good one. Might even be better than that one from the emails!! HAHAHA! Heres the convo: (I shortened my name to ME so it wouldn't take up so much space, this was on MSN)
Session Start (MSN - Avril fans really need to learn how to write emails.:beware14@hotmail.com): Sat Jun 26 12:31:37 2004 gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: y do u h8 avril ME: why do you care ME: and i never blocked you stop sending me text messagers gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: i bet ur just jelos ME: why do you care gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: soz gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: how old r u ME: im 17 whats it to you ME: how old are you ? gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: 20 ME: oh yea really ME: where are you from ? gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: lonfdon ME: how old are you really gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: i told u 20000 ME: oh now youre older ME: amazing gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: i know :) ME: youre a girl right ME: and youre under 15 gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: yes ME: and youre nosy ME: and you dont know when to quit gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: nope gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: nope ME: well seems i know you better than you know yourself then gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: nope gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: how old r u and wer r u from ME: i told you how old i was and im from the usa gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: wich part ME: the south gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: wot country ME: the usa ME: america ME: united states gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: wich part ME: the south ME: how many times do we have to do this gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: LA? san fransisco? californa? ME: the first two are cities, and the last one is a state ME: and those two cites are IN that state ME: learn geography ME: and thats the WEST ME: not the south gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO WHO GOT OUT OF THE WRONG SIDE OF BED 2DAY ME: youre not exactly someone i love to talk to ME: people like you piss me off gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: ur not either ur a phone sponge gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: i mean *fun ME: ok... gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: do u no da menaing of fun gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: NOPE didnt fink so ME: yes and it deffinately doesnt involve you ME: or people like you gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: ur just a smelly teenage dirtbag gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: «I slaps Avril fans really need to learn how to write emails. with a large smelly tuna fish» ME: ... ME: grow up gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: &Live long and prosper gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: +Wooooow! gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: @My patience has its limits... gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: J:[ :[ :[ gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA Session Close (beware14@hotmail.com): Sat Jun 26 12:49:04 2004
Session Start (MSN - Avril fans really need to learn how to write emails.:beware14@hotmail.com): Sat Jun 26 12:50:24 2004 gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: do u hav fun ME: yes. why do you care. gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: wots a prep ME: someone who conforms to an annoying stereotypical way of life gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: r u a prep ME: ... ME: NO. gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: eh gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: can u transfer dat in English gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: plzs ME: transfer? transfer what ME: you mean transLATE? gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: yes ME: translate what ME: what dont you understand gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: dat prep fing ME: the prep thing ME: it was in english ME: guess it was too smart for you gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: it was ME: sorry, my intelligence doesn't got any lower gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: wow u r a boffin gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: no wonder u dont no da meaning of fun ME: a boffin? gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: a geek in ur launguege ME: well atleast i know i can get a job, make money and a name for myself ME: you cant get anyway with the way you talk and what you know ME: dont think anything you say can hurt my feelings ME: because i could care less about what you think of me gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: w/e i dont no wot ur talking about ME: it figures gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: i dont wot ur talking about or wot ur on ME: yes, you said that. it figures gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: wot figures ME: ...that you dont understand what i am talking about gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: wot about it gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: is dat u in de picture on ur profile ME: ... ME: does the name on the picture not tell you anything ? gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: wot picture ME: oh my god gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: wot ME: nevermind. gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: TELL ME OVERWISE ILL BANG U gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: «I slaps Avril fans really need to learn how to write emails. with a large smelly tuna fish» gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: @My patience has its limits... gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: joke ur a joker gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: «I offers a milk chocolate bar to Avril fans really need to learn how to write emails.» gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: how r u ME: i am fine gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: er um is dat u um in da picture um ME: ...are you looking at my profile for this email address gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: yeas ME: what does the name say ME: ayumi hamasaki ME: that is not my name ME: so that means it is not me ME: ...understand ? gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: o gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: who is it ME: are you blonde ? ME: or are you retarted / gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: no ME: please stop talking to me i cant take it gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: im a brunetter gjhfgfjkjgfkgfh: wots a retard Session Close (beware14@hotmail.com): Sat Jun 26 13:17:43 2004
I feel better today I think. Maybe it's because I got my hair cut today. I got like 5 inches cut off.. :shock: but I really like it! And I think it looks good on me ^_^. So there! I'm plannin on goin out with a g/f of mine to kinda ease the pain and stuff of breakin up. We're not totally over tho. I just need some time to myself to figure out what I really want. And thats really hard! I'm a very indecisive person. But I just pray I go down the right path. I always worry about making the right decision in anything I do...even video games LOL! I dunno I'm just really weird. AND REALLY FRICKEN LONELY. Even when I was with Jeremy, he still had work all day. But oh well. I know things will work out somehow. Atleast I can hope. So anyways...oyasu minna-san ^_^
Well...it happened: Jeremy and I broke up. And I think this is the final time. I kinda saw it coming for the past few weeks, but it was still unexpected. It really is best that we're apart, at least for now. Just thought I'd let y'all know.... :cry:
I really hate having to blog out of sheer boredum. Mostly because I really have nothing to wr...er "type" about. And so here I am. I really have nothing to do right now. I'm waiting to see if Davis is going to sign on AIM. Or my bf to call...or for me to find something to look at or read online. The Brak show is on right now...not my favorite show but its alright...and they only get worse from here. They start playin crappy shows like Baby Blues...bleh. Can't ya tell I'm bored outta my mind? Maybe? eh
I prolly won't stay online much longer. I feel like writing a story...but I don't have anything to write about. I have inspiration but..its almost like being constipated: ya know its there but it just won't come out. And damn thats frustrating. I WANT to write something...I FEEL like writing something...but its just not there...something's missing. I've been creative before but I just....can't...DO IT! Grrrs...I have some ideas...but they never go anywhere. And thats another reason why I write on this blog: I don't really have to have any plot or characters or anything...because I already have them. I can write about what I'm going thru, MY story. And somehow thats like a laxative for my constipated inspiration: it's still crammed in there, but this releases most of the discomfort. ^_~
Oyasu you beautiful people. Arigato gozaimasu for reading my nonsense. This blog has been very productful! Ja ne~!
Wow, 9 comments! Thats the most I've ever gotten ^_^ *shout, flourish* course, some of them were my comments, but only like 2...and even then its the most comments I've ever had. *happy dance* So anywayz, I think I should mention jafo since he mentioned me! omae o korosu...hows that for a japanese phrase ^_^ (in case you know what that means....I don't mean it...its just kewl to say ^_~ hehe)
Soo...right now I'm waiting for "Davis" to come back from being "away"...jeeez. You were sposed to call me today, spoot head! And I'm waitin for my bf to get back home...soo yea.
I saw Dodgeball today...It wasn't TOOO funny..but it was good. It was just too predictable and most of the really funny stuff was shown in the previews anyway. I'd give it a 4 out of 10.
Stupid Davis! He signed off...oh well I'm sure he'll be back.
Uhm...let's see...what else...what else. There's lots of things I'd like to talk about on here...but alot of people I know read this...and I dunno if it'd be the best thing to type it all out on here for them to see. I think I might make a seperate blog for annonymous people to read.
But anywayz...I'm tired of this stupid laptop!!! I want my computer back!! grrr....oh well...oyasu ^_^
BEN BEN BEN......! Ben's the man, going to work. Got his tie, got ambition. He knows one day he just could become...supervisor. ROY! ROY, ROY, ROY! ROY, ROY, ROY...........!
Damn that Starbucks DoubleShot commercial! Oh, but how I love it! Anyways...I'm kinda really bored and this post is gonna be really short cuz I really have nothing to say I'm just bored ya know ? hahahaha! "pussywillows...." ahh...eh. This is gettin boring, but I have nothing else to do. I'm uncomfortable...need to..well I'll not say that...
"Man..God watches when I do #2? Oooh man...I'm a sinner and God's a pervert." - Chris, Family Guy
and I'll leave it at that. I'm out. Oyasuminasai ^_~ I gotta peee.....
wowza...I remember when Inspector Gadget used to say that. Anyone remember Inspector Gadget? He was great. Mhm...*cough* So yea, it's been a really long while since I've last posted! But what can I say, I've been too busy enjoying the not-having-to-go-to-schoo lness. AND my computer has been out of commission now for a week. (I'm on my mom's laptop right now btw..) It had a fucking worm on it, so its getting a system tuneup, but along with that, I'm upgrading it with an Invidia GFX 5700LE (I think I got that right...its a spiffy new graphics card anywho) and going from 384 megs of RAM to 712. I also have to get a new power supply so my comp can handle the new card and more RAM. So, its not a total loss !
I am SOOOO excited about upcoming NumaCon04 in December!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!! I can't wait to start working on my cosplay outfits! So far, I'm going in a Legend of Zelda group, a Final Fantasy Unlimited group, and an Inuyasha group!!! I'm going as Princess Zelda, Lisa Pacifist, and Sango in her battle outfit, ofcourse! ^_^ eeeee! I have started my annual summer diet and exercise to hopefully trim up to look presentable in all those outfits! I basically gained back almost all the weight I lost last summer. But I still don't think it was AS bad as my scale likes to think. And I HAVE proven that our eletronic scale is 5lbs over than it should be. I weighed myself once before going to the doctor, and low and behold I was 5lb lighter after I got there and they weighed me! So HA!
So anyways, I guess I'm done posting for now. Damn, I really wish I had some music to listen to....*sniff* I miss my Jpop MP3s -_-. Oyasuminasai! ^_~
