+At the Mo+ Actor:
Johnny Depp Actress:
~ Movie:
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind Singer:
~ Band:
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~ Anime:
Gankutsuou Game:
The Sims 2 Drink:
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+In My CD Player+ >> Godsmack: Awake
1. Sick of Life
2. Awake
3. Greed
4. Bad Magick
5. Goin' Down
6. Mistakes
7. Trippin'
8. Forgive Me
9. Vampires
10. The Journey
11. Spiral
+Anime+
Lupin the 3rd
Cowboy Bebop
Fushigi Yuugi
Detective Conan
Fruits Basket
Gundam Wing
Angel Sanctuary
Trigun
FLCL
Tenchi Muyo!
The Slayers
Oh! My Goddess!
Vampire Hunter D
Inuyasha
DBZ/GT
Spirited Away
Princess Mononoke
I delivered my first batch of brownies today and made $13 ^_^. I was also able to pass out some more order forms to other people. Seems like things are going pretty good so far for my tiny little busines! I hope I'm able to make it into a career and buy my own building and stuff when I get out of college!
Is this like an official 'uncool to be online' week? If so, I sure wasn't informed. Seems like noone is online this week! GGRRrrr. And jafo's on vacation so I got no blogs to read, and Davis never posts anyway and Kaetzchen's been busy with her spooty band camp! .< > OOooh and that is SOOO gross!! I just happened to turn around to see a giraffe giving birth on TV!!! UGGH It looked like her digestive tract wasn't working properly! Or in other words, like she was taking a giant crap!! Oh and now the baby is stuck ... and now they're trying to pull it out ... OMG the giraffe is running around the pen with its baby flopping out of its ass!! OMG *GAG* oh but they freed it and there it goes, floppin onto the ground, covered in gross placenta stuff ... ... ... and yet another reason why I will never have kids. *gross*
Ello there. I was bored and eating chocolate pudding, so I decided to share with you a drawing, done by my own finger. That is, my finger on the mouse in a photohop program. But anyways, here it is, in all of its glory, my most current masterpiece. I call it, La Pudding. Take it in from all angles and, please, if you will, leave your comments. ^_^
new layout again btw. I think jafo's right, black looks better. but i dunno if i like this layout too much. I think I should change the header. anyways, ja ne~!
*sigh* I've been really frustrated today. I was woken up this morning at 5 am by *hawk spit cough sputter hawk hawk hawack hawack spit squish* yes, my kitty was coughin up a hairball. How nice to wake up to that, huh?! But I went back to bed ... slept till about 11am when a phone call for my first order of brownies woke me up. (I'm tryin to start a busines selling them ^_^) So that was nice. But I tried to advertise at Miso and they nearly bit my head off. Atleast thats how I took it. I posted a topic on the forum about how I wanted to sell some at the meetings. Then I thought the forum was screwed up when I check back a lil later to see if anyone had replied, because my post was gone. So, I just posted again. I checked back again, and the post was gone AGAIN. So I'm like WTF mates? Then I look in the Annoucements board and see "Selling at the club a no-no!!" Uhp, that must mean me! Then there was this long ass post, basically singling me out for doing something I didn't know was so damn wrong. Made me feel like shit. Which is why I have definetly decided never to go back to Miso Anime Club. I just don't fit in there and I'm just not gonna try anymore. Its not worth it. But anyway. It seems like everyone's been complaining to me about either my new business, or what I made for dinner. Apparently it wasn't what everyone else expected. But when you don't specify what kinda of 'chicken dish' you want, then how the hell am I supposed to know? I think it tasted good, and so did the rest of the family, but they still complained that 'it was hard to serve' 'I can't get the potatoes' 'the noodles are too long' 'theres too much broth' blah blah blah. So then, tryin to make my website for my business was a hassle. For some reason the email form was screwin up and I accidently deleted a folder of pics etc etc. But enough of that. I'm tired of postin ... till later
I got back about 8:30 last night, after stoppin to eat and get a tour at a creole plantation. It was all well and good. I like vacations but I guess I'm glad to be home. And now you get to hear most of what I did! After we got there, we walked down canal street and went to the flea market and crap like that. Bought a few things, ate some crappy pralines, etc. We checked into the hotel and I was overjoyed to see that we got Cartoon Network, so I could still watch Adult Swim ^_^ blah blah blah, shower, then to the Riverwalk for more eating and shopping etc etc. There were A LOT of Japanese marines there, as their ship had docked at the Riverwalk (and yes I know the whole thing about Japan only having a defensive naval-thing but whatever).
Next day my mom and I went shoppin diff places and stuff while my dad and bro went to the D-Day Museum. I learned somethind that day, and I'm sure I knew before but it was at the back of my mind: I don't like shopping with my mom. She's so negative. Really pisses me off. Anyway. That night we went to Hard Rock Cafe - I saw this reeeeeeeeally cute waiter there with long blue hair. He was sooo kewl. And I actually TALKED to him! Didn't give him my number, but I was still proud of my shy little self for actually speakin to him! ^_^ SO then, after dinner my bro and I went to the Ripley's Museum. It was kewl...and stuff.
Last day, stuff, drove, went to a creole plantation, drove some more, stopped to eat, got home 8:30. Then I farted around (not literally lol) did some stuff, checked email...blah. Then I talked to Davis, watched Adult Swim some, then decided to randomly TM Chris. So then he called me, then was doin somethin so i let him go, then he called me back about 12am and we talked until 4am o.O AAAAAAaaaaaand thats about it! (hope you enjoyed it!) Oyasuminasai! ^_~
Well everyone, I'm off to New Orleans tomorrow with the family! So this will prolly be my last post until Friday or Saturday. I hope I have a good time. Sometimes I hate leaving home but I really want to get away from here for awhile. Even if it is just 3 days. Maybe I'll be able to get away from my problems and stuff. Only thing I don't like about holidays is the fact that once I get home, it takes me FOREVER to finally unpack and get ride of the suitcase! It's really pathetic ... and speaking of that, I need to clean my room. Oh well.
And while I'm at it on the forums, if anyone wants to talk to me on AIM, my SN is bloodyveil ^_^ IM me anytime you feel the need to chat! See you guys in 3 days! Ja na~!
Now I remember why I stopped going to Miso : I have no one to talk to ... and no one I invite ever comes. But its not like I blame the people at Miso! They're all so nice! Its just that ... I have little-to-no social skills. Its like I [i]want[/i] to talk to them ... but I just have nothing to say! Its like: "OMG someones talking to me ... what do I do now?!" Its really pathetic ... sometimes I just feel so lonely ... but I don't know what to do about it. No matter what I do, I just CAN't be social. I can't just go up to people and start talking ... I feel so stupid and awkward. I wish I could just get over myself ... I wanna cry ... but that won't help me any. I miss having real friends ... ah God, here I am crying and I told myself it wasn't going to do any good! I just feel like I don't have anyone there for me anymore ... like theres no one to talk to. Why do I have to be me? Why do I have to act the way I do? And why can't I just stop being like this and show how I really am? Why is it so hard? ... ... ... I wish I could just wake up and be with people that make me feel like the real me. I don't want to try to impress anyone anymore. I don't want to feel awkward. I want to be myself and not care what others think. And I want to stop wanting and wishing and just DOING. But I can't ... I just ... ... can't.
The song playing now is Ayeka's Theme from Tenchi Muyou.
I had a pretty good day yesterday if I do say so myself. First, I got up at 7:15am to go to a spinning class then decided, 'I have to take my senior pictures today, so I'm not going to get all sweaty and mess up my hair before then ... so, I'm going back to bed.' And so I did, and woke up later about 10:30am. I got dressed, did my hair ... blah blah blah. Then went to pick up Davis since we both had the same appointment ... and he didn't want to drive (as usual haha ^^). So we saw a girl there we knew and talked with her, then realised the guy sitting next to me was someone I had a major crush on back in 2nd grade!!! It had been 8 years since I had seen him! And wow, we actually talked, and he was nice.
Then pictures, I was a lil overdressed, but thats ok, I had to changed for pics anyway. And ABOUT that. NO one told me I was to wear something strapless to the photoshoot! So I had to wear one provided for me ... damn was that ever embarrassing and uncomfortable as hell. Pictures turned out really nice tho. ^_^ I shall show some to you :
Anyway ... so after the pics I came home etc etc. So then my dad invites my bro and I to the gym for a spinning class - to make up for the one I had skipped in the morning. So I kinda see this guy looking at me ... but I thought nothing of it. I hate it went people look at me, I feel like they're making fun of me or something rude and uncalled for. But turns out, my bro and I were gettin a smoothie, when he says "I like your shirt!" and then I remember I'm wearing my Trunks (from DBZ) T-shirt! Those old anime shirts sure come in handy ^_^ So anyways, we talked about anime a bit and I told him about Miso Anime Club and he might start goin ^_^! So then I talked to a friend of mine that I hadn't talked to in a while. Turns out he's movin, and I linked his site (Sin's Stories). He also introduced me to Christine (Spork Ninja's Page) who's a *wonderful* artist! She might come to Miso too! Yay!
So anyways, I've felt pretty good the last few days ... first time in a while actually. ^_^ Oyasu ~
Ok, for those of you who DON't know who Janne Da Arc is, you shall now be enlightened. Janne Da Arc is the BESt Jrock band out there! And they're so underestimated ... not many know about them, but they really are the GREATESt ! The song currently playing on this page is called Vanity. I have provided the lyrics so you can sing along if it so pleases you ... n.n
~Vanity~
ikutsumo no yoru ga oshiete kureta kimi no koto betto no nakade wa sukoshi dake ijiwaru ni naru mada shiranai kimi o shiri takunai hakeja nakute owari no mieru ima kara nigete iru dake
kono mama... sotto... tada kimi no kaori de nemuri meza mezu ni yume o mite asaga kona kereba iino ni risou no naka de arimoshinai wa zuno sekai dake ga hirogaru
midareta kairakuga ka mihitoe no wazamade yuki kau hidari kusuri yubi ni hikaru mezawarina yubiwa ga jamade kiss ga nigai
dejavu to omowaseru kono joukei no chigau tokoro wa tobira o akeru kimi ga mou furi kaeranai
konya wa kare no ude no naka de yume o miruno? dekiru koto nara sobani ite yume mi ga china boku no yokubou sore tomo otona no manaa ni somuku hiasobi ni tsukareta dake?
ikinari dakishimete fui no kiss de kimi o damaraseru jirashita yubisaki ga yuki ba o nakushite... kimi no tesae mo tooku he mieru
namida ni mayou no wa boku no mune dake ni shite mou kore ijou kanashi gena kimi no hitomi wa mitaku nai risou no naka de arimo shinai wa zuno sekai dakega hirogaru
midareta kairakuga ka mihitoe no wazamade yuki kau hidari kusuri yubi ni hikaru mezawarina yubiwa ga jamade fureau tabi ni kimi ga tooku he mieru
Well. Theres been a change. Yall all know that Starbucks commerical. No? Ok, I'll sing it once more for you: BEN! BEN BEN BEN! BEN BEN BEEEEEeeeennnnnn..... Ben's the man, going to work got his tie, got ambition he knows one day he just could become....! Supervisor.... ROY! ROY ROY ROY! ROY ROY ROOOOoooooooyyyy..... *end scene* Ok well [i]apparently[/i] its not: BEN! BEN BEN BEN! BEN BEN BEEEEeeeeenn.... I have learned, upon seeing the commerical the other night with closed captioning on, that, indeed, it is GLEN! GLEN GLEN GLEN! GLEN GLEN GLEEEeeeeennnn.... interesting, huh? However, I prefer BEN to GLEN. It sounds better. So I shall start a petition to Starbucks for them to change it from GLEN to BEN...or they feel the wrath of gonads and strife. And not just gonads, but gonads in the lightening, in the [i]lightening[/i], in the rain. And wee. So what do yall think? BEN or GLEN? Ja ne~!
Well, I just got back from working out and DAMN I FEEL GOOD!! Theres NOTHING like being depressed and feeling fat all weekend and then coming in to the gym and burning off 700+ calories! I feel SOO much better. Working out its defintely a big stress relief for me. I'd like to become a fitness instructor because they're about to start classes to learn how. Only thing is, its $100 for the class...and I dunno if I could do all there is to do, to be a spinning instructor. I'm pretty sure I could, because if I can DO the class, I should be able to TEACH it...right? And I'd be able to play my own music too! (nothin but Jpop mwuahahaha!) But if I decide not to do the fitness instructor thing, I think I'll atleast get a job there anyway. I need a job really bad. Then maybe I could work my way up to being an instructor, maybe in a year or so.
K I'm back to downloading some Ayu torrents! I might be back a lil later! Ja ne~!
Well I hope everyone is having a splendid Fourth of July, celebrating our nation's freedom. Cuz I sure as hell ain't. That's one reaons why I hate my family sometimes: they're not into big celebrations of ANYTHING. Its always "keep it small' "theres no use in all that" "I dont want to waste" "I dont want to work on it..." pssht. I just might get lucky if I can see some fireworks thru the trees at Bay Bear's Stadium. I can sure hear it well enough after all. Oh well. I've been stuck inside doing nothing but eating the rest of the pralines and brownies I made for my grandma's birthday-slash-house-bles sing. Damn there good, but so bad for you. I watched a show today about a 14 yr old girl and her mother that both got their stomachs stapled. The girl had to be well over 200lbs. I missed the very beginning, but she said she was a size 28, or a 3XL. and her mom was about the same size. Sometimes I wish I could get my stomach stapled, but I'm not enough overweight to even consider that. Plus, I'm sure I wouldn't be able to handle it anyway and there are lots of risks...not mention how much it costs to get something like that done. I know one day I'll lose the weight. I just look forward to that to keep me from gettin to depressed about it. I actually have trimmed up a bit since school let out, but I won't dare get on that scale again, or I'll probably end up in tears. I wanna drop six clothes sizes...or like 40lbs..but I'm not really measuring lbs, because I have a lot of muscle and not to mention the fact that we don't own a reliable scale. And don't think for one minute that I'll weigh myself at the gym....HAAEEELLLLL no. I think I have a pretty face, just not a matching body, and I hate to be mismatched. It irks me. Oyasu minna-san. *sigh* I can hear the fireworks again...
Okays, so if anyone has ever happened upon my modest little bloggie here, you may have noticed that I used quite a few japanese words and phrases. you were probably like, WTF mates? So now, I bring you the loose translations of those little things that I have been saying, plus a few more ^_^
Wo Ai Ni :: I love you suki :: love, fondness tameni :: for kawaii :: cute, kewl, lovely desu :: is oyasuminasai (oyasu) :: goodnight minna-san :: everyone sugoi :: amazing aishiteru :: I love you no da :: ya know? ne :: right? ya know? nani :: what ? ja ne :: later! arigato gozaimasu :: thank you very much omae o korosu :: I'll kill you ^_~
kk I think thats it then! BTW Janne Da Arc is AWESOME! buy theyre CDs NOW. ^_^ And I can now say I know what the perfect guy for me is : Tamahome-kun!!! If anyone has ever seen Fushigi Yuugi, then you know what I mean! I shall now be searching for [i]my[/i] Tamahome-kun *sigh of longing* psshht like itll ever happen! But I can always dream can't I? ne? k I'm out. Ja ne~!
*phew* I just finished what I think is the greatest wallpaper I have ever done. Aaah...Wo Ai Ni Tasuki!!!! Aaahhh!!! Suki suki Tasuki! Suki Tasuki tameni!! *wai!* Ok anyways. Basically, Tasuki sugoi desu! NE ? NE? KAWAIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!! !!!!!! Ok. I'm done now. Anyways, if you haven't guessed, the subject of my beautimus wallpaper is none other than Tasuki, from Fushigi Yuugi. So, take a look for yourselves, amd be overcome by the kawaii Tasuki-kun ^_~ (I've included the original pic)
REKKA SHINNEN!!! *fwoooom!*
Original Pic
My Wallpaper
SOooo...whatdya think? Stupid Photobucket resized the pic, so if you really want a copy for your desktop, leave a comment or let me know and I'll make it available to ya np! ^_~ I can't believe its 1 AM already! I think I'll go to bed...oyasuminasi minna-san ^_^
