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+In My CD Player+ >> Godsmack: Awake
1. Sick of Life
2. Awake
3. Greed
4. Bad Magick
5. Goin' Down
6. Mistakes
7. Trippin'
8. Forgive Me
9. Vampires
10. The Journey
11. Spiral
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Fushigi Yuugi
Detective Conan
Fruits Basket
Gundam Wing
Angel Sanctuary
Trigun
FLCL
Tenchi Muyo!
The Slayers
Oh! My Goddess!
Vampire Hunter D
Inuyasha
DBZ/GT
Spirited Away
Princess Mononoke
This past week has been really shitty. There was not really any one THING that made it so sucky, just the over all mood has been crap. But of course, I did have some rather good things happen, but it still didn't make up for the rest of the week. I had a few good days at work, some really bad, a few funny things at school, others boring. I had a GREAT Friday night when we (me bri cat and my bro) went to the ugly mugg to hang out. Only thing about that was Chris wasn't there. But I still had a blast nonetheless. It's been really contradictory lately. If that makes any sense. One good thing will happen, but somethig bad will happen at the same time. So it's hard to decide whether or not it was a good experience or a bad one. Friday for example, at WalMart, while looking for bri some hair dye, I saw Davis. But upon walking in his direction, I frickin bust the thong off my sandal (ya know, the strap that holds your foot in). And ya, those sandals I bought only 2 DAYS PRIOR!!! They were such cute sandals, too. :( and because of that, I had to walk around Walmart with my shoes off, makeing my feet black on the bottom, AND walk thru the parking lot like that as well, where I picked up a piece of glass in my foot (which is still there btw, and hurts like shit.) *sigh* Saturday, I had to wake up early to go to my fitness instructor course, then I went out again with bri and cat. I felt so ugly tho, cuz ... well I dunno ... the shirt I was wearing was just not workin with me that day. Bri and Cat looked so hot, and I was just kinda there. It was fun bein out with them, I would've been bored as hell otherwise, but I almost lost my sunglasses, and the cord on the bottom of my cargo pants got pulled out without me knowin when Cat stepped on it. OHyea, I also got my senior pics back and guess what? They look awesome, but the lazy bastards just put "Carol '05" on the damn wallets instead of "Carol Anne '05!!!!" CAROL IS NOT MY FUCKING NAME, IT'S CAROL ANNE. I DON'T SIGN MY NAME LIKE THAT FOR SHITS AND GIGGLES. GET IT RIGHT. Sorry about that, it just really pisses me off when I tell people my name, or after writing it down for them, they just call me Carol because they're too damn lazy to say both names. My mom's name is CAROL. I am CAROL ANNE. That's a DOUBLE name, with a SPACE, and and E on the end of ANNE. Damn. Is it really that hard?! Sheesh. Now I just found out my ear piercing is infected. Great. And hurts like a mofo. Not to mention I've got to write an essay, 2 short answer questions and study for a government test. Atleast I feel prettier than I did yesterday. I made some make-shift capris out of a pair boot-cut jeans I don't wear anymore. *sigh* I hope Monday is better. I really need a good week after that shitty one. Life sucks and I definetly need a bigger straw. So, if someone can help me, PLEASE DO. I need some cheering up. *RAWR* - JA NE Damnit!
Ya know what?! FUCK YOU, WORRYING! I'm not going to do it anymore! (well atleast about the little stupid things)
Over these past few days when I've really wanted to post stuff but haven't been able to, I've been literally UP and DOWN, or maybe thats more like emotionally, but anyway. Let's see, Saturday: Chris calls (eee!) and invites me to hang out with him and his friends (Aaron and Johnathan) at the mall (since no one had money for a movie XD). So I took Cat and her cousin Trish along with me, so I wouldn't be the only girl. Anyways, we got to the mall and stuff, and saw that Cat's newest love interest (in my terms, her 'man-hooer' or 'man-whore' which basically means any guy one's interested in, no matter if its just a crush or if he's a long term b/f) happened to be going into the mall at the same time we were arriving! So we went in and found Chris and his buds blah blah, talked to Cat's man-hooer blah blah, then we went to play hacky sac at the other end of the mall where there's lots of space because people usually don't walk there very much. But anyway, I've been a real ass about playing hacky sac lately. I'm new at it, so naturally I'm a bit embarrased, playing with Mr. Hackey Sac Expert, Chris over there. So he wants me to play, but I don't want to, but I do anyway, and I'm not really that enthusiastic about it. It was fun tho, I loosened up a little bit, but not really enough to enjoy playing. Anyways, we left there and went to Chris' house (he has a kick-ass room btw XD) and Aaron and Chris both played guitar a while and we goofed off, so on and so forth. (damn ... sorry for the long-posted-ness! and I'm still leaving out A LOT) Then we finally go to the Ugly Mugg (a chruch/funeral home that was made into a coffee-shop .. ya I know weird) and we met some other people there ... blah blah ... Chris was being really cute and flirty and it made me feel really good. I had thought he liked me, but I wasn't very sure of it until that night. And this, of course was my high point.
And now onto the low ... Monday, during lunch some guys get together to play hackey sac outside next to the cafeteria, and since Friday the girls (well minues Bri on friday b/c she was in Connecticut) and I started sitting outside to watch them play. Monday, I decided to try and play, but again I was being really unenthusiastic about it. It felt really good that night tho, because Chris invited me to the Ugly Mugg again to study with him - that was really nice XD. But anyways, today ... ya today was prolly the worst. I was totally being an ass about playing today ... I hate myself for it. But this is why I've decided to screw worrying about looking stupid or embarassing myself. I'm going to have fun playing tomorrow, and hopefully Chris will see that I can actually want to play, and that I can be more than an ass about it. I hate that it took me this long to see this. But I can't change the past, and the only easy day was yesterday. Some days you're the pigeon, some days you're the statue.
But anyhow, children. I hope you have learned a valuable lesson. What that lesson is ... well I'm really not sure, but it's important I know that. Salutations and Ja ne ~!
YAY! I HAVE REACHED 5007 hits! WHOOHOO! Ok anyway ... so now according to the almighty jafo, we are having a flash contest (flash FILES, mind you). So, his first move being the ever-hilarious rathergood.com kittens, I shall fire back with some [url=http://www.rathergood.com/vid...]'Crabs and Britney Spears'[/url] and some [url=http://www.rathergood.com/mar...]'Mark Llama: Gerbil Farmer'[/url] from the same site! Enjoy! :}
K but anyway, now for a blog. Let's see. All has been pretty well with me, cept for the fact that Chris hasn't been to school the past 2 days ... I don't get to talk to Davis very much (for some weird, unknown and various reasons) and Bri's leaving for Connecticut for a wedding and to visit a college campus, so she won't be at school tomorrow. And thats about the worst that's happened. On Tues. tho, (I'm taking classes to learn how to teach a Spinning class btw) I went to Spinning, and over heard a guy saying he was new to Spinning. I thought to myself 'Hooray! I can set him up on his bike and get practice teaching someone I don't know!' So I did and I think I did a good job! I was proud of myself for growing some balls and just talking to someone I'd never even seen before (he was kinda cute too - but I'm pretty sure hes a good bit older than I am). But it really sucks that I don't get to talk to Davis very much anymore. I don't want us to drift apart and stop being friends. *sigh* I've got a lot of homework to do ... but I really don't wanna do it ... and Bri's not going to be at school tomorrow!!! Oh well, cest la vie. I think I shall call Davis tonight and see whats up ... maybe even Chris ... and Cat. We'll see!
But I guess that wraps it up for now ... Aaaannnndd weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee eeeeeeeeee!
Yep, I gots a new layout AGAIN. I'm still tryin to fix things because it seems tBLOG is not in the mood for me to change things around. I tried to change one thing, and it either wouldn't do it, or do the opposite of what I wanted it to do! Grr ... sometimes I wish I could write my OWN HTML for this thing. Oh well, tell me what you think! (it features Chi from Chobits btw CHII!)
"Your heart may feel like it is skipping a beat, CAROL ANNE. You are likely to feel a great up swell of love all around, but at the same time, you may feel unworthy of the rewards that it brings. Perhaps you have your guard up because you don't want to get hurt by thinking that there is something wonderful coming your way when really there is not. Always have faith that you deserve the best, and that the best is on its way to you." - That's what I got in my horoscope today, and it couldn't be more right. Usually those things miss the dat completely, but other times they hit the nail right on the head. I feel like a new relationship will begin soon, but I try not to make things more than they really are because I don't want to be disapointed when they don't turn out how I thought. I just have to be patient - and that's one of the hardest things to do!
On a different note, my brownie business is doing better than I expected! I've filled about 7 orders now. One from a lady at Office Depot XD! As we were buying some stuff for school, (my mom, my bro and I) my mom said something about the business and she then inquired about it. By the time we left, I had an order for 12 walnut brownies! That was really kewl XD I also took some samples to school today and people loved them. Some even asked about prices and such, maybe they'll even order! Maybe I can send yall some, jafo and kayoko, when I figure out how to ship them ^_^; !!!
Ok, I think that about covers it. Off to do my homework !!! Ja ne~! XD
Ah fale raally quoit good todie. Bane a good week, it 'as. Do 'ew agrae? (accent inspired by Great Expectations, conwict anyone?) I'm kind of a weird mood today.(if ya couldn't frickin tell) But I finally feel like my life is changing for the absolute best. I finally have good friends, I'm available ;), and I actually ENJOY school. Life is goot.
I went to the BayBears (local baseball team) game last night with Bri-Butt (her new nickname besides GQ XD) and Neko-chan and we had a blast! We had the best time goofin off where Cat (neko-chan) was working in the children's area behind the stands. And that was besides the fact that we got in FREE and got FREE parking! Yay! I saved $10.50 atleast! Riley was there working too, so he kinda joined in our little gathering. Fatass was also there ... and boy did we win one over on her! (BTW: Fatass is not her real name, although you wouldn't know that from looking at her, haha, but for my own reasons, that's what she'll be referred to as from now on!) There was a preeetty kewt guy there visiting from Montgomery, he was in the children's area with his little sister, watchin her prolly because the game wasn't anymore interesting. So anyway, Fatass started talking to him first, but the 3 of us very easily showed him that we were the better choice for social interaction. (and don't start to think it took the 3 of us to do it, we just all wanted to ;)) We first had a blow-up-plastic-tube-thin g fight, but then I broke both of those with my all powerful talons, so then we had a water bottle fight. That was soo much fun! Bri won the wet tshirt contest tho, her boobs were the biggest, but it was still fun. And we jumped on the moonwalk and then almost died because Marcus turned off the air and it started to deflate with like 8 people inside. I freaked out cuz I'm a little claustrophobic and forced my way out (damn that hurt! there were like half of 2 other people in the entrance way the same time lol), plus I would've been trapped in there with Fatass. Then we went to Lone Star so Bri could see her man-hooer and we ate, drank and were merry. Much fun it was. Oh and before that, we went to Starbucks after Bri, Cat, Becca and my lil bro got outta skool. We sat outside and drank our s[iffy coffee drinks and acted crazy for like 2 hrs XD then this older guy pulled up and parked his car etc etc and he had the kewtest little Yorkie in the car! The funny thing was, when the guy left him barking like crazy in the front seat I was like "The dog's saying, GET ME STARBUCKS DAMNIT!" and little bit after that, the dog set the car alarm off somehow from inside the car! XD Oh it was funny, believe me. You must. Today kinda sucked tho, I was expecting a call from someone, but oh well. Cest la vie! Ja ne~!
Oh yea, to add to my last post, if a guy doesn't have the suped car, but has a sexxy japanese motorcycle ... mmm thats hott too XD (I'm such a lewzor!)
Hoohaa! 4666 hits! I think when I reach 5000, I'm going to have a party! Not really sure how it'll work but, ya. Maybe we'll party on my ShoutBox over there, have cake and ice cream - ya know, stuff like that there XD. Sound like fun? Of course it does!
I'm pretty sure y'all have heard me blog about Davis. But if ya don't know who he is, just look back on some of my past blogs, like ones around April or May of this year. Anyway, I had every class with him last year (except for 1 first semester) even lunch and all that. It was really nice gettin to know him and everything and we had a lot of fun. This year tho, we don't have ANYTHING together. No classes, not even lunch. I even get out an hour and 40 minutes earlier than he does because I take co-op. I still try to talk to him in the morning, but I dunno ... it's not the same as it was last year. I guess we've both changed. (oh god I can hear my mom telling the plumber guy our life stoy again -_-;) I guess it's good that we have some time away from each other, but its another thing that I don't even SEE him at all. I kinda feel like he doesn't really care that we never talk anymore. Last year, we did a lot of things because the other was doing it ... if that makes any sense? It's like, if one of us paid $2 for a ticket to a basketball game to get out of 4th block, the other one would too. Ya know? So I dunno. I guess I'm just kinda sad that I never get to spend school time with him anymore, since I spent so much with him last year. But he has his friends and I have mine, so I guess it's all good. I still miss him tho. ^_^ Ja ne~! (I feel better now tho, we're talkin on the phone ^_^)
I think I'm going to add on. Since I'm in a good mood XD. And that being said, I've always wanted to jot down the things I'd want in a guy. So let's see: [b]Good sense of humor [/b](like a lot of girls, but I love a guy that can make me laugh - but not someone who can ONLY tell jokes all the time) [b]Easy to talk to [/b](I tend to be shy sometimes, I'd like someone that almsot always has somethin to say) [b]Nice car [/b](OK, this one may sound a little materialistic, but I LOVE suped up cars! Like ones in Initial D, or more generally, like ones in Fast and Furios [which was the ONLY reason I saw that movie btw]. It doesn't have to be a $30k car [whats the point of adding on then?] I'd just like that to be an interest at least, a motorcycle would be kewl to, but he's gotta have a car) [b]Can't be too clingy[/b] (I want the guy to be more in control of what goes on than I am. I'm very indesicive and if a guy looks to me for everything, it just ain't gonna happen. I like guys to be romantic, but too much sweetness just makes me sick) [b]Can't be controlling or too possessive [/b](After my last relationship, I'm technically looking for a 'friend with benefits.' My last one was very deep and complicated - too much drama. Don't take me wrong here, I'm still looking for a RELATIONSHIP - just not one that takes over my entire life.) [b]Has to be open-minded [/b] (One thing I cannot stand is people who are quick-to-judge. Guys that I want, who also like Anime, Jpop &/or Jrock are hard to find, so if the next guy I date doesn't care for it, I hope that he at least gives it a chance, or would at least be willing to cosplay with me XD XD.) [b]Can't over do [/b] (I admit, I like a little attention or a gift now and again, but I really don't like to be drowned in material things. I'd rather a guy buy dinner for me (fast food is fine, haha XD) than something expensive and useless.) [b]Gotta make the first move and FLIRT![/b] (Being as shy as I am, you can count on me not making the first move. I like flirting, but only if I know the guy is interested in me. I'm not going to flirt with a guy who doesn't want to flirt with me.) [b]Extras[/b] (If a guy had colored hair [like blue or green XD] or like a lip or eyebrow piercing - that's sexxy, but ya ^_^;)
Welp, I am officially a senior now! *shout, flourish* and I have to say this year actually looks very promising! I have more classes with my friends than I thought I would, but no classes with Davis this time! That sucks. But I had every class with him last year, so I guess that kinda made up for it. It's still weird not having him in class to mess with tho, but that aside, I think it's going to be a good year.
I got a letter from the Culinary Institiuts of America (CIA hehe) today about an open house in September. I hope I can actually go! The pictures of the campus are breathtaking! And its in New York, so my aunt may be able to pay for me to go up there (she's kinda loaded - never had kids and married a rich guy). I don't wanna go alone tho. So hopefully one of my friends will be able and willing to go with me. If not for the college, for the shopping and sight-seeing ^_^ Damnit, yet again I know there was something else I wanted to say ... oh well ~Owari, Ja ne~
Ok I think I remembered what I wanted to say. It's been a while since I've made an angry post, so here goes!
I REALLY HATE people that constantly do everything that the media tells them to do, or anything that 'everybody else' is doing. More specifically: the 'Low-Carb Lifestyle.' Suddenly, everyone has to stop eating bread and anything remotely carb-y. It's such a load of bull. I just don't understand why people can't see the jist of losing weight: Low-fat, Low calorie, and cardiovascular exercise. IT'S THAT EASY. You don't have to fucking stop eating bread and assume you can still eat at fast food restuarants because you can just leave off the bun. No. If you eat a cheeseburger, bun or not, IT'S STILL BAD FOR YOU. You're actually better off just eating the bread. Now I admit, I eat fast food, but I know what the consequences are, and I still excercise to accomodate for the gain. By eating low-carb, people lose sight of some very important foods neccessary to a truely healthy lifestyle. Like milk, yogurt, orange juice and other just plain healthy foods like cereal and bagels. Carbs are neccessary to live. One of the best sayings to live by is : 'Everything in moderation.' I have heard that being on a low-carb diet, if takin to extremes, can give you head problems. (and don't take that to the gutter! .<) The brain needs carbs to function correctly. So far, I haven't seen any contradictions to the low-fat low-calorie diet. There are many doctors who do not agree with the Atkins Diet or any Low Carb diet because of some of things that can happen to your body with out needed carbs. I've seen these low-carb commercials where this women is just throwing loaves of bread into a lake ...?! What's up with that?! But whatever people, if you want to screw up your life with the 'hottest diet fad' ... go ahead. It's not me so I don't have a say. I just like to talk about it cuz no one I know is on that diet so I can't argue with them! XD>
Well I guess I should make one last post before I have to start school on frickin' MONDAY. Damn. I swear I cannot remember a time when school started on anything other than a Tuesday at the least - it's usually a Wednesday or a Thursday. Oh well, at least this is my last year in regular school! Yay senior! XD I hope I have a good year. I think I kinda deserve it after those 2 shitty years at Cottage Hell. And after talking with my mom about making my homecoming and prom dress, she made a valid point: What if Cat and Bri have dates ( well of course Bri will have Matt! ) and I don't ? That's kinda worrie-sum. I hope I get a date - I haven't had to worry about that for all of the other dances so far. I've been with Jeremy throughout my highschool career. That aside tho, I'm excited about it because Cat and I have decided to go as vampires! I LOVE vampires - something about those teeth is so sexxy :3 and if my dress goes as planned - it'll be the best! I just need that date ...
My grandmother had a tiny stroke the other day - she's okay now and gets to go back home today. It's still kinda scary tho. She had some kind of blockage in the right artery in her throat or somethin to that affect. I'm just glad that it wasn't as bad as it could've been. ^_^
I know there was something else I was going to say ...
