+At the Mo+ Actor:
Johnny Depp Actress:
~ Movie:
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind Singer:
~ Band:
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~ Anime:
Gankutsuou Game:
The Sims 2 Drink:
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+In My CD Player+ >> Godsmack: Awake
1. Sick of Life
2. Awake
3. Greed
4. Bad Magick
5. Goin' Down
6. Mistakes
7. Trippin'
8. Forgive Me
9. Vampires
10. The Journey
11. Spiral
+Anime+
Lupin the 3rd
Cowboy Bebop
Fushigi Yuugi
Detective Conan
Fruits Basket
Gundam Wing
Angel Sanctuary
Trigun
FLCL
Tenchi Muyo!
The Slayers
Oh! My Goddess!
Vampire Hunter D
Inuyasha
DBZ/GT
Spirited Away
Princess Mononoke
Is it weird to often have dreams about a teacher ?? I swear ... I keep have reocurring dreams about a former Algebra 2/ Trigometry teacher I had last year. (or really earlier this year since I had him only 2nd semester ... but yea) It's *really* weird and kinda hard to believe. I *hated* that class and my feelings for him were about the same. He had his days tho when he was funny or slightly interesting, but the rest of the time I just kinda wanted to throw a book at him for being so darn rigid about the way he taught class. Hes not that attractive ... but I keep having dreams where we're flirting. And it seems like we get closer in each dream I have. WTF is up with THAT? Why can't I dream about someone ELSE ... why can't it be like Orlando Bloom or Jeff Hardy or someone ... I need to read my "How to Interpret Your Dreams" book and see if that gives me any insight as to what the hell these dreams mean. Or maybe ... its just a preminition ... but since I've never met whoever it is that's in my dream, I just label him as my former teacher because they look alike, or share some other common quality. I had that with my ex bf: A few months before we formally met and starting dating, I had a dream about our first kiss, but I labeled the guy I had kissed as a friend of mine ... then later realized that my ex looked a lot more like the guy in my dream than my friend. But I dunno. Things are weird.
Another thing that's been kinda different lately: I've been feeling really antisocial the past month or so. I don't know what it is ... but I haven't really been feeling much like going out or even talking to anyone. I very much value my alone time. Time to think, reflect, put myself back together. I used to be all upset when people wouldn't call me or go somewhere with me or invite me somewhere. But as of late I've been quite the opposite ... haven't wanted anyone to call me, don't need to go with someone somewhere, don't want to go out. I enjoy my time at home in my room doing nothing, and my car rides home from work with just my music playing. This is one reason I left the phrase from my last layout on this blog: I need serenity. Because I really feel like I do. I got that, for those of you who don't know, from a song by Godsmack, sensibly titled "Serenity." This is also the song playing in the backgroun, so take a gander at the lyrics:
"Serenity"
As I sit here and slowly close my eyes I take another deep breath And feel the wind pass through my body I'm the one in your soul Reflecting inner light Protect the ones who hold you Cradling your inner child
I need serenity In a place where I can hide I need serenity Nothing changes, days go by
Where do we go when we just don't know And how do we relight the flame when it's cold Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing And when will we learn to control
Tragic visions slowly stole my life Tore away everything Cheating me out of my time I'm the one who loves you No matter wrong or right And every day I hold you I hold you with my inner child
I need serenity In a place where I can hide I need serenity Nothing changes, days go by
Where do we go when we just don't know And how do we relight the flame when it's cold Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing And when will we learn to control
Where do we go when we just don't know And how do we relight the flame when it's cold Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing And when will we learn to control
I need serenity I need serenity
Ugh I am in excrutiating pain ... my back is *killing* me. Grr it hurts so bad but I'm going to the chiropractor tomorrow and that should fix things. I swear tho my back has never hurt *this* bad. Oh well. What can ya do. My mom showed me today that we were approved for a loan, meaning we've got a new house. I think around the first of January I should be moving in, if not already in, the new house, just across the neighborhood. Kinda stupid sounding, I know but it *is* a nice house ... and that means I won't have to worry about rearranging my driving or anything ... not my much anyway. But yea ... I think that does me for now. Oyasumi ~
